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cok yakin ve cok uzak
O ışık ellerimin arasından kayıp gidiyor, belki de gitmesine izin vermeliyim ne kadar canımı yaksa da. Her şey çok hızlı başladı, hızlı gelişti ve ben korktum, sorgusuz sualsiz bağlanmaktan. Sandığım kadar cesur değilmişim yada özgürlüğe aşık ruhum yine önüme bir duvar çekti...
bu gune kadar
Aklım hiç başlama dedi, yüreğim gidebildiğin kadar git. Aklım hep öz evladımdı, yüreğim üvey. Biri hep gururla dolandı etrafta, diğeri kırgın. İkisi arasındaki savaşı hep aklım kazandı...bugüne kadar. Aklımı mı yitirdim, bir kalp bu kadar hızlı atabilir mi?...
...Aklım hiç başlama dedi, yüreğim gidebildiğin kadar git.
Yirmi bir gun
Adamın saçlarına kırlar düşmüştü, elinde olsa geçen yıllardan hesap sormak isterdi. Kadın eskisi kadar duygusal değildi, öylesine günler yaşıyordu. Adam ile kadın karşılaştıklarında öyle şimşekler falan çakmadı, ama ikisi de başka bir dünyada kaybolmak istedi.
Adam heyecanlıydı, kadın yaşamaya başladığını hissediyordu, farklılıklar umurunda değildi. Adam iki parçaya bölünmüştü belki de üç. Kadın hem herşeye hakkı olduğunu düşünüyordu, hem hiç bir şeye hakkı olmadığını. İkisi de imkansızı istedi, çok istedi...
Adam ikisi adına bir karar verdi. Kadın itiraz etti, adam
Grilere ne oldu
Aşık olunca O:
çok yakışıklı, çok cömert, çok kibar, çok güçlü, çok seksi..
_ burnu ne kadar büyükmüş, gözleri de birbirine çok yakın
_ bir kere düzgün bir yerde yemek yeseydik
_ beni her yerde utandırmayı nasıl başardı
_ evet güçlü, zorluklarla karşılaşıncaya kadar
_ seksi? O kendini öyle sanıyor, neyse ki beni kandıramadı...
Biten bir ilişkinin ardından çoğumuz karşındakinin yumuşak yerlerini arar gibiyiz, benim canım yanıyorsa onun da yanmalı mantığıyla. Bizim için çoğu şey ya siyah ya beyaz, grilere ne oldu...
Biri beni durdursun
Çocukken mükemmel evlat, gençken mükemmel öğrenci, evlenince mükemmel eş ve anne, hayatın içinde kusursuz arkadaş, işte kusursuz eleman... Bu kadar baskıya nasıl dayanıyoruz şaşırıyorum. Ama en beklenmeyen zamanda "yeter" diye çığlıklar atmam yakındır...
Kokular, hatiralar ve bir ev..
İstanbulda ufak bir sahil kasabasında doğdum. Dedem ve anneannem bir simit fırını yakınında iki katlı bahçeli bir evde otururdu. Ne zaman bir simit kokusu duysam aklıma o ev gelir. Dedemle çoğu akşamüstü sahilde gezintiye çıkardık, balıkçılar ağlarını onarırdı, martılar daha bir mutlu bağırırdı; denizden gelen kokuları tanırım o yüzden.
Eski evlerin kendine özgü bir kokuları vardır belki tüm yaşanmışlıklardan kalan. O evde o kokuyu duymanız çok zordu. Çünkü anneannemin titizliği yüzünden örtüler, perdeler sık sık yıkanır, her yer sabun kokardı.
Ev eski bir Rum eviydi. Alt katta iki oda ve zemini tamamen taştan b
Beni mutlu eden tek erkege
Her gün hayatı daha çok sevmeme neden olan, bütün sorunlarla başetmek için gücüm olduğuna inandıran, nerede ve kiminle olursam olayım beni sevecek, nerede ve kiminle olursa olsun sevecek olduğum, beni olduğum gibi seven, hep yanımda olan, her zaman yanında olacağım, en büyük maceram, en anlayışlı arkadaşım, gecelerimin sahibi, kralım...doğum günün kutlu olsun.
Bir yerlere tutun aramızdaki uçurum gittikçe büyüyor. Artık sana çok uzağım. Bir köşeyi dönünce aniden çıkmıştın karşıma, o imkansız aşklardan biriydi bizimkisi de. Haftaya kalmaz seni unuturum, yeni bir sevdaya kucak açarım. Yaşananlardan hiç bir iz kalmaz, hiç bir anı. Hem konuşmadan da anlaşmak gözde büyütülecek bir şey değildi. Bir ömür boyu birine sevdalı kalınabilir mi ...
.. Chehov'un Martı oyununda genç kız aşık olduğu yazara bir madalyon verir, madalyonda kitabının adı ve sayfa numarası vardır; yazar o sayfayı bulur ve okur "bir gün hayatıma ihtiyacın olursa gel ve onu al"...
Supernatural - Castiel X ReaderYou stared at the dress in front of you. It was the night of your Aunties wedding party, A very special day for her and your entire family. The dress was cream colored and reached up to your thighs. It was a really simple yet pretty dress, But you weren't sure if you could pull it off. You were no natural beauty (Or so you thought), You never had been even from a younger age. But tonight, you were going to try and be the prettiest girl at the party. It was your goal.
You grabbed a flowery head band which you wrapped around the bun in your (H/C) hair. As for makeup, you put a little lip gloss on your lips to give them a little shine and some mascara and eye shadow around your (E/C) eye's making them stand out. As you looked in the mirror, You felt good about yourself. You did look nice for once. I guess You Tube tutorials really help! The outfit seemed to come together well. It was simple, but delicate and pretty. ( Here is the outfit http://www.polyvore.com/cgi/set?id=119537787 )
(Name) (LastName), otherwise known as the manifestation of (Country), was an extremely independent lass. She did not need anyone to babysit her. Every day, the (h/c) girl woke up at around 6:30 am and her entire house was spotless by 8:15 am. She was always 8 minutes early for World Meetings and she got all paper work done a day prior to submission. The rare and only times she had ever been late was when her car broke down or that time when her alarm clock failed to rouse her with its piercing rings.
Mathias Køhler, otherwise known as the manifestation of Denmark, was inconsistent when it came to independence. Every morning, you’ll find his cream hand hitting the snooze once the alarm was set off. The household he lived with four other Nordic nations, was kept in order thanks to the Swedish nation (also by himself when he was in the mood.) He was always either 5 or 10 minutes late for World Meetings, blaming his fellow housemates f
Mini-Drabble: Kurloz x Reader: Save Me, Silly! (Name) was walking along in the park when Cronus Ampora walked up, pinning her near a tree.
"Hey doll~ Wvanna havwe some fun?" he said, slowly trailing his hands down to her ass.
"Get the everloving fuck away from me, perv!" (Name) said, slapping his hands away.
As she was about to scream rape and call for help, a siren was hear, quickly approaching. It was Kurloz, running this way with police lights on his head. He kicked Cronus in the crown jewels and tossed her over his shoulders, absconding.
'Are you motherfucking alright, lil mama?' he signed quickly.
"Yes, Loz. I'm fine. About time you freaking saved me, silly," she giggled, slapping his arm.
Kurloz and (Name) spent the rest of their time wearing flower crowns and drawing and building pillow forts and cuddling.
The Journal of Natsu Dragneel
X791/7/14: Journal Entry 1
Just absolutely and utterly amazing.
I watched her smirk. She smiled. Very happily. In fact, I could go on to say that her smile is amazingly amazing. Stunning, beautiful, she is just a shining pearl. I can't keep up with her, I just want to dominate her, make her mine's, create a mark on her showing she's my property, no one else can have her.
I hate all the times she hugs me so tightly, and she never knows my feelings for her. I love the way her golden, blonde hair falls down her back; she always keeps it up in pigtails, but I still think it's cute. Just adorable.
. . . It's strangling me.
I want to tell her my feelings, admit that I'm in love with her, and I have been in love with her for the past eight years I've known her. I would've been lucky to still have gotten to know her in the seven years we were dormant, but still, I believe I have my chance.
Honestly, she's a hard worker. Usually, I would have to save her from harm's way, and I enjoy doi
Efflorescence (PadLock)"She's been out there for a while..." comments one voice, followed immediately by a simpler-sounding second.
"I think it's getting worse."
"At least it keeps her away from us." drones a third.
Tony listens impassively to the wary mumbling of the puppets, glancing outside into the garden. Paige paces erratically on the expansive lawn, her pastel hair writhing like snakes as she drags her fingers angrily through her scalp. Mud sucks at her boots as if it wants to pull her down into the earth as she moves back and forth, a tempest trapped in a (somewhat) humanoid form. The puppets watch her, fascinated in the way people are with car crashes, but they duck should she glance in the direction of the window, like animals hiding when lightning strikes.
Tony is completely indifferent to the unease of the puppets- more often than not; he tends to be the cause of it, actually. But Paige is another matter, and if this goes on for much longer than the consequences may be both hazardous and, most im
Rejection? Death the Kid x reader"Come on (name)! Just tell him!" Liz said shaking you. "B-but L-Liz!!" You spluttered as she kept shaking you. "Er..sis..I think that's enough.." Patty said, her head popping up, her blue eyes wide.
"Right..sorry..(name)," Liz said as she stopped shaking you. "It's okay.." You said quietly, "I guess I'm kind of afraid of the rejection.." "Rejection?" Liz and Patty asked you bewildered. "I guess it's better for me to assume the worst than receive the rejection..cause it hurts a lot..doesn't it?" You stared at them with wide innocent eyes filled with pain.
The Thompson sisters kept quiet, even Patty had nothing random to say.
End of flashback
You were now walking alone on the streets, the sun was setting and everything looked beautiful with the bursts of orange and red mixed together with a tinge of yellow. That beautiful shade of yellow that reminded you of the glow of Kid's eyes.
He's driving me crazy..you thought to yourself holding your head. I never asked to like Lord Death's son..y
NetherlandsXReader a future together
'So I heard you're in a new relationship" my friend Rosella said.
We were sitting on bench next to the busy street eating ice cream. We finally lived achieved our dreams of living in a city. Now the dream I had was finding Mr. Right. My last break up was pretty bad. I truly loved him and he leaves and gets married with a girl younger than myself. So of course it hurt. A lot. Course I rose myself up and decided moving on will be forced upon myself.
"Yeah, his name is Tim" I said.
"Its nice to see you finally moved on from that Lovino fella.' Rosella said.
"Well, how is he? Is he charming, nice, mean, rough, how is he in bed?" Rosella asked.
Nice...well yeah I guess. Mean not to me. Rough...heh...bed?
"Well he is nice, but I haven't slept with him yet' I told her.
"Not yet?! Not YET?! What are you waiting for your virginity to crawl up you vagina again?" she asked making a scene.
"I just do
LxReader(DeathNote) Chapter 1
You were ready, really ready for that promotion, and when it came you can say that your heart did a little back flip. You were so happy that you were finally taking your career places. You were a little nervous of where things would take you, but you didn't care enough to pay attention to it. You were so happy.
You were finally done sorting paper's on your bosses desk and checking to make sure that everyone had there coffee by noon. You were finally done with working late hours that lead you nowhere on your case. You were finally getting assigned to an official and important task.
You waited at the grey colored bench that after noon. You were waiting for someone on the new task force you had been assigned to pick you up. You were nearly shaking with excitement. You looked up at the sky, it looked as though it might rain and there was only a few rays of light shining through to the ground for some reason. You sighed and looked at your phone, 4:11, he was supposed to pick you up at 4:00.
Photoshoot - Eren x reader (Actor!AU) "(Y/n), what are you doing?" I hear Krista ask me, and I move my phone from in front of my face, looking up and the blonde haired girl.
"Um, the floor is actually quite comfortable?" I try, and she smiles at me.
"Have you forgotten the photoshoot today?" She questions, and I bolt up, hitting my forehead against hers, hard.
"Sorry!" I shout as I run around my room, grabbing and using things like my hairbrush and perfume, already dressed.
"Come on, let's go!" Krista grabs my bag and pulls me to the front door of where everyone is staying.
"The cab is waiting, hurry up!" Sasha calls out to us down the corridor, and the three of us bolt down the stairs to where the taxi is, a bunch of other ones already gone.
"We're not dressing up as bunnies, eggs and chicks, right?" I ask, stretching.
"No. But I think that we are going to do an easter-y shoot." Krista tells me, and Sasha nods.
"We get chocolate eggs after!" She grins, clearly salivati
her sey cok guzel
Üzerime mutluluk tozu serpilmiş gibi, bir rüyadaysam uyanmak istemiyorum. Hava güzel, hayat güzel.. Sabah beni uyandıran küçük kuş ta aynı fikirdeydi galiba...
Yıllar geçiyor, her geçen yıl insanın bedeninde izler bırakıyor, yaşlanıyorsun diyorum. Ama o hiç yaşlanmıyor işte, kalbim. Istanbul güzel, sevmek güzel, her şey çok güzel...
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