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cok yakin ve cok uzak
O ışık ellerimin arasından kayıp gidiyor, belki de gitmesine izin vermeliyim ne kadar canımı yaksa da. Her şey çok hızlı başladı, hızlı gelişti ve ben korktum, sorgusuz sualsiz bağlanmaktan. Sandığım kadar cesur değilmişim yada özgürlüğe aşık ruhum yine önüme bir duvar çekti...
bu gune kadar
Aklım hiç başlama dedi, yüreğim gidebildiğin kadar git. Aklım hep öz evladımdı, yüreğim üvey. Biri hep gururla dolandı etrafta, diğeri kırgın. İkisi arasındaki savaşı hep aklım kazandı...bugüne kadar. Aklımı mı yitirdim, bir kalp bu kadar hızlı atabilir mi?...
...Aklım hiç başlama dedi, yüreğim gidebildiğin kadar git.
Yirmi bir gun
Adamın saçlarına kırlar düşmüştü, elinde olsa geçen yıllardan hesap sormak isterdi. Kadın eskisi kadar duygusal değildi, öylesine günler yaşıyordu. Adam ile kadın karşılaştıklarında öyle şimşekler falan çakmadı, ama ikisi de başka bir dünyada kaybolmak istedi.
Adam heyecanlıydı, kadın yaşamaya başladığını hissediyordu, farklılıklar umurunda değildi. Adam iki parçaya bölünmüştü belki de üç. Kadın hem herşeye hakkı olduğunu düşünüyordu, hem hiç bir şeye hakkı olmadığını. İkisi de imkansızı istedi, çok istedi...
Adam ikisi adına bir karar verdi. Kadın itiraz etti, adam
Grilere ne oldu
Aşık olunca O:
çok yakışıklı, çok cömert, çok kibar, çok güçlü, çok seksi..
_ burnu ne kadar büyükmüş, gözleri de birbirine çok yakın
_ bir kere düzgün bir yerde yemek yeseydik
_ beni her yerde utandırmayı nasıl başardı
_ evet güçlü, zorluklarla karşılaşıncaya kadar
_ seksi? O kendini öyle sanıyor, neyse ki beni kandıramadı...
Biten bir ilişkinin ardından çoğumuz karşındakinin yumuşak yerlerini arar gibiyiz, benim canım yanıyorsa onun da yanmalı mantığıyla. Bizim için çoğu şey ya siyah ya beyaz, grilere ne oldu...
Biri beni durdursun
Çocukken mükemmel evlat, gençken mükemmel öğrenci, evlenince mükemmel eş ve anne, hayatın içinde kusursuz arkadaş, işte kusursuz eleman... Bu kadar baskıya nasıl dayanıyoruz şaşırıyorum. Ama en beklenmeyen zamanda "yeter" diye çığlıklar atmam yakındır...
Kokular, hatiralar ve bir ev..
İstanbulda ufak bir sahil kasabasında doğdum. Dedem ve anneannem bir simit fırını yakınında iki katlı bahçeli bir evde otururdu. Ne zaman bir simit kokusu duysam aklıma o ev gelir. Dedemle çoğu akşamüstü sahilde gezintiye çıkardık, balıkçılar ağlarını onarırdı, martılar daha bir mutlu bağırırdı; denizden gelen kokuları tanırım o yüzden.
Eski evlerin kendine özgü bir kokuları vardır belki tüm yaşanmışlıklardan kalan. O evde o kokuyu duymanız çok zordu. Çünkü anneannemin titizliği yüzünden örtüler, perdeler sık sık yıkanır, her yer sabun kokardı.
Ev eski bir Rum eviydi. Alt katta iki oda ve zemini tamamen taştan b
Beni mutlu eden tek erkege
Her gün hayatı daha çok sevmeme neden olan, bütün sorunlarla başetmek için gücüm olduğuna inandıran, nerede ve kiminle olursam olayım beni sevecek, nerede ve kiminle olursa olsun sevecek olduğum, beni olduğum gibi seven, hep yanımda olan, her zaman yanında olacağım, en büyük maceram, en anlayışlı arkadaşım, gecelerimin sahibi, kralım...doğum günün kutlu olsun.
Bir yerlere tutun aramızdaki uçurum gittikçe büyüyor. Artık sana çok uzağım. Bir köşeyi dönünce aniden çıkmıştın karşıma, o imkansız aşklardan biriydi bizimkisi de. Haftaya kalmaz seni unuturum, yeni bir sevdaya kucak açarım. Yaşananlardan hiç bir iz kalmaz, hiç bir anı. Hem konuşmadan da anlaşmak gözde büyütülecek bir şey değildi. Bir ömür boyu birine sevdalı kalınabilir mi ...
.. Chehov'un Martı oyununda genç kız aşık olduğu yazara bir madalyon verir, madalyonda kitabının adı ve sayfa numarası vardır; yazar o sayfayı bulur ve okur "bir gün hayatıma ihtiyacın olursa gel ve onu al"...
Loki x Pregnant Reader“I just don’t know what to do.” You complained to your best friend as the two of you talked over coffee inside the S.H.E.I.L.D break room.
“Have you even tried to tell Loki that you’re pregnant yet?” Natasha questioned after setting her mug down.
“I’ve tried like three times today and each time he had to leave before I could tell him. And now he’s about to go on another mission.” You sighed before downing the rest of coffee.
It was the unholy hour of five a.m. but that fact was lost on you as you sat at your kitchen table reading a magazine and humming.
“Hi honey!” You greeted your husband excitedly as Loki passed through the doorway. He either mumbled a hi or grunted in return, this early in the morning it was nearly impossible to differentiate the two, but you just smiled on and flipped the pages.
“So when my pregnancy starts to show do you think I’ll be on
Male!Nepeta x Chubby!Reader: You're Purrrfect~! :3 I was just one of your regular old high school juniors except that I'm not, actually. I'm an outcast, weird, fat. Any other negative connotations you can think of. But, don't get me wrong. I do have some friends, and a crush. No, I'm not gonna tell you who that is. At least, not yet. You'll find out for yourself. Anyway, back to my story. As for my friends, they're Kanayo, Gamz, Tav, Jade, Rose, Jane, John, Jake, Mituna, Kur, and Lur. It was going to be an average day for me. The whispers behind my back, the glares, laughter, taunting, bullying, threats, the list goes on and on. They have yet to do any physical harm to me because of who my friends are. No one dares messes with them, especially Gamzee, Jake, Kurloz and Luriot. At lunch, I go sit under my tree with my laptop. I update little bits of my stories and listen to music. Since it's far from people, I can sing and do what I wanted. One of my favorite songs came on Pandora, This Love by Maroon 5. I sang along
Levi/Rivaille x Reader- Don't LeaveIt was around one in the morning. Despite the fact that you'd just arrived back from an expedition, you were sleeping extremely lightly. Because you just had to be woken up, you heard a small sound. a grumble. You woke immediately and opened your eyes. You rolled over to face Levi, who was still asleep.
He let out another groan. You were beginning to feel concerned, usually he didn't make a sound or move a muscle while he was asleep. Usually he slept with his arms to his sides facing up, which made it almost impossible to snuggle. Now, he was unusually curled up in a ball and wrapped up in blankets in a way that made you wonder if he could even breathe.
you lightly tapped his forehead with your index finger. He smacked your hand away angrily.
"Levi?" you whispered softly. Immediately, hearing your voice he rolled over slowly with a stifled groan.
Agony tainted his words. Was he...dreaming? As you pondered his strange actions, he rolle
Prom Teen Loki x Teen Reader Music flowed through the air at a fast pace as you stood in a dark corner and sipped your drink. Your golden high heel clad foot tapped along to the beat as your (e/c) eyes scanned the large crowd. Normally you avoided proms like the plague, but this prom was special. It was senior year, and all prom kings and queens were seniors. Not that it excited you at all, but your best friend and crush had been dreaming about becoming prom king most of his life and so you toughened up and bought a ticket.
“Having fun (y/n)?” Loki asked as he sidled up beside you.
“Words cannot describe how much fun I’m having.” You deadpanned before chugging the rest of your drink.
“As soon as I get voted king we can leave. I’ll even buy you dinner for being such a good sport.” He bribed trying to fool you into thinking that voting took place sooner than at pretty much the end of the night.
“Fine, do you know where Sam is
I will wait for you Loki x Possessed ReaderThe bed you were currently was plush and the warm dark green covers enveloped you like a hug, but those weren’t the reason why you detested the prospect of leaving your bed. The real reason currently had his right arm wrapped around your back; simultaneously pressing you firmly into his side. A lazy smile settled on your face once you began to run your fingers over his bare chest. Your eyes were closed in contentment so you never even noticed Loki’s free hand move closer to your chest roaming hand until his slender fingers encircled your wrist. Your eyes popped open just in time to see a predatorily type grin flicker on his mouth before he flipped the two of you over.
“You’re heavy.” You complained with a grin.
“And you’re rude; therefore, you must be punished.” Loki breathed into the crook of your neck. You couldn’t help the excited giggle that bubbled up, but Loki decided to cut it short; with his mouth. Your fingers had jus
Levi/Rivaille x Reader- LeavesA frigid December morning. The corporal had ordered you to rake up some leaves so that the soldiers could train. You huffed as you swept another pile of leaves into the much larger pile you;d created in the center of the field. Your (f/c) scarf began to slip from around your neck, causing you to drop the rake immediately. When it fell it just happened to land on your foot, causing you to let out a yelp.
Behind you, you hears laughter followed by a 'tch' sound.
"Not funny, Levi." You grumbled as he tapped hos foot teasingly.
" You're right. It's not funny. it's hilarious."
"Shut up, meanie." You then bent down to pick up your rake. Before you even realized what was happening, you were face down in the massive pile of leaves.
You turned your head to see Levi. He was laughing. Again. Which was extremely out of character. That meant that you probably looked fabulously pathetic at the moment. You grumbled and reached for his ankle. You grabbed it and tugged angrily
Weather (Malik x reader x Altair)
Altaïr was covered in a sheen of sweat beneath the heavy material of his assassin's robes. The moment his feet hit the ground before the bureau in Jerusalem his motivation leapt and crashed. He'd have to climb once more in the gruelling heat. But after that, he could rest. That is, if Malik did not order him out like last time. Why did the sun have to be so tortiously slow at burning him to death as he climbed?
Altaïr dropped from the grating and dipped a hand in the fountain. He splashed his face clean, uncomfortable and wishing nothing more than to escape the heat. Escape the sun and everything else. But he could not spend all day over the sun-warmed water.
He pulled out a feather stained in red and placed it on the counter inside the room. There it was more humid but not as hot, and Altaïr fought the urge not to pant.
"The target has been dealt with."
You glanced up from your scroll on the desk, your own face slightly pink tinged. Altaïr dismissed it in his mind
Forever YoursForever Yours
It was the middle of the night, there was no storm, no clouds, just the shimmering of the stars that shone down on the land below. Many were sleeping at this time, many were wrapped up in their covers and had left to the world of dreams. However for four certain people, that wasn't the case.
It had been a rough night for these certain few. A very rough night. They were exhausted, wounded and dead like.
They were now in a hospital, the hospital was eerily quiet. There was no commotion, no panic. Just the faint sound of people walking up and down halls. One of our friends had been wounded badly and now needed medical care.
But how were they injured? What had happened this night that had caused our four friends to end up in this eerie hospital.
Well it had all started seven hours ago....
Alarms bells rang all over the ship, red lights were flashing all over the place. In the heart of it all four friends were running for their lives, dashing l
Akihito x Reader - Love Drunk
‘I could taste something sweet on my tongue. What was it? Was it chocolate? lollipop? or maybe a mint? I can not distinguish the taste I have on my tongue. It felt lovely and sweet.’
Opening your eyes you could feel the heat of another. Pulling away the heat off of your face was prominent. Looking at the bright brown eyes of the other, they twinkled with something you could not place. The wrinkles showing around his eyes shown that he was smiling.
His chuckle brought you back to reality. (e/c) eyes looking at the male you smiled back with affection that it hurt. Your heart could not take the overwhelming feeling. Wrapping your lithe fingers in his hair you brought your face to his again.
It seemed impossible considering that Akihito would be with you. You knew about his fetish of glasses but frankly you couldn’t care less. Being out of school and living alone made him move on from his affection for the small pink haired girl he was with. It took time to
her sey cok guzel
Üzerime mutluluk tozu serpilmiş gibi, bir rüyadaysam uyanmak istemiyorum. Hava güzel, hayat güzel.. Sabah beni uyandıran küçük kuş ta aynı fikirdeydi galiba...
Yıllar geçiyor, her geçen yıl insanın bedeninde izler bırakıyor, yaşlanıyorsun diyorum. Ama o hiç yaşlanmıyor işte, kalbim. Istanbul güzel, sevmek güzel, her şey çok güzel...
Leaving Southampton She was in the kitchen when he stumbled in noisily, tripping as he went past the shelves and catching the edge of the table to keep himself from falling.
Pretending not to hear the stream of curses that followed, she kept her eyes fixed on the dishes, letting her hand trail in the soapy water. There was a loud scraping of wood against grimy concrete as he drew a chair and collapsed into it. At this she looked up, and after a moment's hesitation, she said, unnecessarily, "You've been drinking."
He clutched his head and said nothing. He hadn't shaved in weeks and stank of sweat and alcohol; he looked much older than his eighteen years.
They sat in silence for a while. Then he announced, loudly, "Fuck."
She didn't bother to tell him off. She just waited. And jumped when he suddenly brought his fist down, hard, onto the table.
"Our lives here are s
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